Blur
I got home early today, slept for 7 hours, showered and went out for errands and food, got home, and slept all day. At this point, my sleeping schedule is officially screwed.
*On hold till MA thesis is done*
I got home early today, slept for 7 hours, showered and went out for errands and food, got home, and slept all day. At this point, my sleeping schedule is officially screwed.
At 6am, we are in the very last phase of sound mixing in the studio.
I've been living at Ari's for 3 days. Few hours of sleep a day. No shower. Haven't gone home.
When all the doors in my life are shut, there's always that someone who would open another door for me. So thank you someone.
Sometimes I feel like an alien, being all alone and struggling to understand this chaotic world.
Then I realize. I'm just a kid who steps into the gray zone of so-called reality.
After that, everything is a blur. Nothing is definite as it once was.
I have much to learn to distinguish this planet from the other.
But to be honest, I miss home.
My heart has died for this thing that I care about for a long time.
I doubted, I angered, I cried, and now I grief.
I'm defeated by the system, by the deadline, and by the hypocrite.
So let me bury the secret along with my dream and innocence.
And come one step closer to the ruthless reality.
"Truth is the guiding principle - not layout efficiency, not magazine cover eye-catching ability, not political persuasion, but truth. When truth is the prejudice, photographs and the stories behind them can be easily defended and are a source for humanistic concern and inspirations." - Paul Martin Lester: Faking Images in Photojournalism
Is it about time I start to think about having a house and family of my own?
..........
Nah...
I just want to play and be a kid forever!
Growing up in a subtropical land, I always have pots of orchid around the house all year long.
Since orchid is also known as "King of Flowers" in Asia, it naturally became one of the characters in my Chinese name. :>
Who can resist a bottle of strawberries bathed in brandy, sugar, and wine? Cheers~!!!
Carlos and Jose are finishing up the final touches of the remodeling.
It literally took the team 4 months to accomplish a scheduled 1 month worth of work. Man.... They would be so out of business if they were in Taiwan.